hide out - Alexander

[savannah jacobs]

“yeah it is a big jump” she shrugs talking to herself more than to him, she had never thought about how much of a change it had been, she had went from being the sweet Gryffindor to the bitchy Slytherin. “what was it like at Durmstrang?”

Noticing him shiver she smirks, thinking it is because of what she said about her father “yeah I would react the same way if I found out I was talking to the child of a killer” her smirk grows, it had never been her idea to hide the fact she had been the real killer, she would happily have gone down for her crime but her brother had held her back as she tried to own up, said I was in shock, delirious.

Watching him she let the smirk slip from her face. “people fear me, and well to be honest they should be scared” she had put her shield up and had begun trying to push him away, better that than her blab her darkest secrets to him or anyone else.

“I’m far from good trust me, I’ve done things I should be ashamed off. But I’m not I will never be ashamed of what I have done” she stares at him, her stony expression back on her face.

[alexander thyme]

Hearing Savannah's question on Durmstrang, Alex smiled slightly and said, "It's rather different from here. There were three houses instead if four, Tyr, Loki and Freyja. Tyr is like Ravenclaw and Gryffindor combined. Loki is like Gryffindor and Slytherin combined and Freyja is like Slytherin and Ravenclaw combined. Well at least in my mid."

The boy gave the older girl a look. He hated when someone talking trash about themselves, even if it was true. Alex just gave the comment a shrug of his shoulders and looked away. He didn't really want to respond to it at the moment.

However when he looked back at Savannah, the boy frowned at her comment. "You know what, I don't give a damn in whether you or your father murdered someone alright? I know I should, but I don't. I won't let something like that jeopardize a possible acquaintance with someone. Everyone should be given a second change and treated equal without having to be feared by everyone."

Alex then stared back at Savannah ignoring the stoney look on her face. Who cares if he had pissed her off. He said, as he got up, "Fear only fear itself. If you say you aren't ashamed of what you did, then so be it. I won't judge you on that. Also if you don't want me here, then tell me. I hate it when people are angry at me for doing something that I didn't do." With that he headed towards the door. He had no more reason to stay here with her. If she wanted him to stay, she would have ask him herself.

[savannah jacobs]

She listened to him as he explained how they were sorted at Durmstrang “doesn’t sound too different, still have the housing, which in my eyes sucks, it’s like saying yeah your smart, yeah your dumb. Hmm evil. Hmm nice. Hmm usless. Hmm helpful. Bold, brave. Scheming.” she hated the housing system, if it wasn’t there she would still have the friends she had before the fucking attack all those years ago.

“weather me or my father killed him? Hmm you think I killed him?” she looked down scared that he knew it was her that had killed the guy “you know nothing. So what if it was me gonna shop me to the ministry?” she smirks as she looks up at him “serves the bastard right for attacking me. For pulling his own wand on me and holding it against my throat I hope he is rottign in hell”

He had got the wrong end of the stick, she wasn’t mad at him, more at herself. She lived in fear of saying too much and well she seemed to be doing a lot of that today “why would I be ashamed, I have only ever done things in self defence. I fear myself, I fear the truth. My life is a lie” she sighs and runs her fingers through her hair “I’m not mad at you”

[alexander thyme]

Alex smiled at Savannah when she said that it didn't sound too different from Hogwarts. He thought about it for a few seconds before chuckling, "Yeah you are right about that. I wish there wasn't a housing system thought. I makes me kind of sad to be placed in spots based on personality and such."

Raising an eyebrow at the girl, Alex said, "I did not say that, did I Savannah? Of course I know nothing about you, I already said that. But based on the information that you now revealed to me, I'm not going to let something as trivial as that, make me judge someone. I will not send you to the ministry for maybe killing a person due to self-defense. Am I that low of a person?" A hurt look appeared on his face as he turned away from Savannah.

Alex stopped short at the door and groaned softly. Savannah had gotten his words mixed up again. "I didn't say that you have to be ashamed of yourself." He sighed, "What I meant was that if you aren't ashamed, then stay that way." The boy turned around to face the girl again.

He watched her run her finger through her hair and murmured softly, "Listen to me, Savannah. You're life is not a lie. You are a good person who just got stuck in a wrong place at the wrong time. You did not do anything wrong." He then took in a breath and added, "Also I thank you for telling me these things about you."

[savannah jacobs]

"I lost everyone I ever cared about when I came up here and all because I was sorted into a different house. they couldn't be seen with a snake. they couldn't be seen being the friend of a killer"she spat out in anger over the housing system that was set in place, she use to think it was a good idea, but now being judged over the house she was in had fucked her life up.

"even if I was the killer, I killed someone. and my father is locked up in a cell that should belong to me" she shakes her head, it had always hurt her that he hadn't let her take the rap for the murder of the wizard, instead he was rotting in a cell, dying slowly and she wasn't even allowed to see him, she would never see him again until his funeral and even then she doubted she would go to that.

she shakes her head "no you never but everyone else seems to think I should be ashamed of what I have done, what my father has done" shruging she looks in his eyes "everyone thinks my family is one giant monster when the real monster is that person that attacked me, me and my father have been set up as villians that set up the murder of some poor wizard" she wipes her eyes wiping the tears that were forming away.

Savannah didn't understand this boy, any other would have ran by now yet here was still stood watching her, telling her she wasn't a bad person, he didn't know the truth. he didn't know it had been her that had killed him and that she had felt the urge to kill over and over again. "once you kill you have a hunger to fill, a hunger that can only be filled by another kill" she closes her eyes "I don't know why I'm telling you all this"

[alexander thyme]

Alex sighed at Savannah's anger. He was rather tired about how negative the girl was towards everything. "I'm here aren't I? You haven't lost everything yet." He murmured softly, trying to help comfort the girl. However he doubt that he was even helping.

Deciding to ignore the older girl's comment about her father rotting away in a jail cell that was meant to be hers, Alex took a slow step forward. He was being very careful about his movements around Savannah. He didn't want her to get angry and hurt him. Coming to a stop in front of her, the boy hesitantly reached an arm over and gently patted the girl on the back. "There, there. Those people are bastards." He said carefully, "Things they don't want to understand, they just push them away. But I'm not like them. I want to understand and I do. You're family is not a giant monster Savannah, you have to believe that."

At Savannah's next comment, anger surged into Alex's body and he snapped, "Oh for Merlin's sake. Stop blaming yourself for the death of that moron who I now determined that you must have killed due to you being like this. Things that are in the past, should stay in the past. You have to move on!" The boy really didn't care if what he was saying might or might not cost him his life, but he had to get it out.

[savannah jacobs]

"you. you I don't even know you" she smirks an evil smirk as she looks at him. the urge to attack and kill someone had been building up for the past four years and with what with rumours circling that her pathetic boyfriend was cheating on her with some   Gryffindor bitch well she had an urge to kill this little lion. make her suffer first then kill her. make her suffer. "I want to kill someone right now" she closes her eyes as she mutters to herself "I want to rip her heart out, send it to him. make him see what he caused" a sadistic laugh escapes her lips as she opens her eyes to look at him.

"every guy I have ever met is a bastard, every girl a bitch. none of you have any dignity. no heart" she flinches away from his touch "keep off me" her eyes darken from the anger within her "I know my family isn't a moster, it is him, it is them whispering. it is that thing making her move on my boyfriend and it is him for being suduced by a fucking veela" she spits out the last word disgusted by the creature, she would kill her if she got her hands on her and she would kill no one could stop her. she would happily be dragged off to azkaban covered in the Veela's filthy blood.

"I don't blame myself for his death, I blame myself for my father being the one rotting in a cell. I want to be there. I want people to know what I have done. I want them to fear me. I want you to fear me" she glares at the boy "stop being so nice"

[alexander thyme]

Alex frowned and muttered, "So what if you don't know me. You are talking to me right now aren't you? If you didn't know me, you wouldn't have even care to invite me into the ROR." He stared at the girl with a look of disbelief on his face.

He then took a slow step backwards when Savannah suddenly said that she wanted to kill someone. Whom? Him? When she said that it was a girl, the boy shot the older girl a warning look. "Think twice Savannah. Do you really want to be caught and sent to Azkaban this time?"

A scoff escaped Alex's mouth and said, "Oh you think I'm a heartless bastard? After all this time? I sat here and listened to you Savannah. I even tried to comfort you and you still think I'm one? To tell you the truth, I could have left you here. But I didn't." His eyes narrowed, but he dropped his hand on command.

Listening to Savannah rant about the things that were cruel to her, Alex realized that it was true. Everything that the girl was saying was true. If the world didn't have these kinds of people, everything would be okay. The boy heaved a soft sigh and looked at her with a pitied look in his eyes.

"Fear only fear itself." Alex murmured softly, "I cannot possibly fear you, now knowing that you did what you did because of self defense. I also most definitely cannot stop being nice. It is not in my nature to. Just tell me that you don't want me to be here and I'll leave." He took a few mores steps back, going closer and closer to the door with his hands up.

[savannah jacobs]

"how do you know me inviting you in here wasn't a trap? how do you know I didn't plan on getting you in here to kill you" she stands up and wanders over to him, asking the room to block all exits so he can't escape. she stops when she in an inch away from his face "how can you know I won't kill you right now? I doubt anyone would notice. well not for a few days anyway" her head cocks to the side as she looks up at him as innocent as she possibly can. she really had lost her mind.

a smirk crosses her lips as he steps back from her, a shake of her head an evil laugh "I wouldn't care. Azkaban might be the place to stop me, I'm just going to keep on killing. over and over. the thrill causes some demon to take over. makes me kill, makes me want to cause pain" the laughter was wiped from her face as her expression became serious "I would rather rot in a cell than be here being hurt by some jerk and a whore"

an animalistic snarl exited her lips as her anger sored higher and higher "you and every other male on this god foresaken earth are bastards!" she really was pretty pissed off, she knew if it had been any other day she wouldn't have said those things to him, she knew it wasn't his fault but he was there. he was an easy target "yes you could have gone but for some reason you never. so why not? enjoying the show of the head girl going crazy"

"he's not the only person I have killed. I have killed others. I need to kill others to stop the urge" she clentches her fists down by her side her body shaking from the anger off everything that had happened these past few days. "I have killed innocent people for fun"

[alexander thyme]

Alex swallowed as his eyes darted to entrance that was currently now sealed up, probably by Savannah's wishes. His eyes darted back to the said girl's face and listened to her words as she came closer and closer to him. Nodding his head, the boy sighed softly as he back was now pressed to the wall, "Alright, you made your point about scaring me. I feel a slight fear of you, happy?" He asked her softly. His eyes did hold a tinge of fear in them now. Mostly not for himself however, but for Savannah actually. He was rather afraid for her mental health.

"Alright then, do as you please." Alex said quietly, knowing if he pushed the girl further, she would probably snap and he would probably be seriously injured, even thought her wand was lying on the table behind them. "But," He added in a whisper, more towards himself than to Savannah, "Honestly, I rather not have you do it thought."

Alex winced at Savannah's words. He could tell that she was now angry to the point of return. His mind fought to find a solution to help her calm down and for him to leave the ROR in one piece. But seriously, she really ought to calm down. "No, never." The boy exclaimed in shock, "Why would I ever find amusement in someone's pain? I am not a sadist." He then bit his lips and shook his head. "Have you tried doing something else to stop the urge of killing? Doesn't killing to stop the urge of killing, lead to more killing?"